He first sees her next to a lake to the east, where he tries to find a drink. As he approaches the lake, he sees a light shines from the side of the lake. He stopped for a moment, since he finds it strange to see other light apart from his own light.

As the lake is visible in his eyes, so does the source of the light. A wolf with a shining blue fur was drinking from the lake.

The red wolf sees, and captivated for a moment by the light from the blue wolf. He feels a mixed feeling upon seeing her.

Curious, as he finds another wolf with the same shining fur.

Happy, to see that he’s not alone with the fate of having a shining fur.

Calm, as the light from the blue wolf seems to ease his heart.

Angry, as somehow, he sees her as a rival.

As the red wolf approaches the blue wolf, the blue wolf raise her head, and looks at the red wolf.

The blue wolf was looking at the red wolf, confused at first, and surprised.

“You’re… The red wolf everyone is talking about” says the blue wolf.

They stopped doing anything for a moment, just looking at each other, lost in their mind.

The blue wolf then approaches the red wolf, and stops to look him in the eye.

The red wolf is bigger than the blue wolf, with scars and bruises all over his body, yet his light is not gone, and even brighter than before.

The blue wolf, however, is so graceful, and elegant, with a smooth fur emanating a radiant blue light.

Although both of their fur shines light, the light seems so different.

The red wolf’s light is so bright, and makes everyone who sees it closes their eyes. His light feels so heavy and overpowering.

On the other hand, the blue wolf’s light is so soothing, and makes everyone that sees it never want to take their gaze of her. Her light feels so calm and caring.

“You’re hurt, are you alright?” the blue wolf suddenly speaks, seeing the scar on his face.

Baffled by the question, the red wolf asks, “Are you not afraid of me?”

The blue wolf replies, “Why should I?”

“I have killed many wolves who stands in my way, and a female wolf is no exception. I can just-“

The blue wolf suddenly moves around the red wolf, she walks slowly as he looks at his body more carefully.

“What are you doing?” the red wolf asks, and take his position, ready to attack at the first hint of aggression.

“Your fur… They really shines red… I can’t believe it…”

“So what? Your fur shines as well. Have you not find it strange?”

Not listening to the red wolf’s question, she keeps occupied to her own mind.

“They keep telling me of how your shining fur signals death to all the other wolves, but seeing you up close…”

The blue wolf seems to have taken interest in the red wolf’s fur, although her fur shines as well.

The red wolf suddenly jumps backward, startled the blue wolf, and takes her back to reality.

“Look, I don’t know what your after, and I don’t care. I will be the strongest wolf there is, and there will be no one to stop me!” the red wolf start taking his battle stance.

“Why?” the blue wolf asks.

“Why? Because I’m different! All the other wolves hates me! They hate me for my fur, even long before I killed my first wolf! Have you not feel the same? Humiliated and rejected even by your own species? Not having a place to stay?” the red wolf speaks angrily.

The blue wolf stands quiet from the question. She suddenly understand that she have a different fate with the red wolf.

The blue wolf was, as the red wolf long ago, was rejected by her pack for being different. However, the elder of her pack then forbids anyone to harm the blue wolf, as the elder sees a premonition that the blue wolf will bring a great gift to the wolves. The pack’s reaction towards her are finally changed completely, and she was treated the same as the other wolves. She finally accepted in her pack.

As the blue wolf stand silent, she knows what she must do. She must stop the red wolf from doing what he do.

“But why must you seeks strength and keeps bathed yourself in blood? Is it so important to show the world that you are the strongest? It won’t change anything! Your fur will stay like that, no matter how many wolves you killed.” The blue wolf responds. Hoping to changes the red wolf’s mind.

“I seek strength, because with strength, no one will dare to look down upon me anymore. I will stand on top, and teach a lesson to all the wolves who ever mocks me.”

“You can’t keep killing every single one of the wolves just to prove a point. When all the wolves are finally die in you hand, you will prove your point to no one. No one will be there to acknowledge you!”

The red wolf, tired of going back and forth in the conversation, suddenly turn and walks leaving the lake.

“Wait! Where are you going?” The blue wolf asks.

“Proving a point, like you said.” The red wolf responds coldly.

As the red wolf walks away, the blue wolf suddenly chase him.

“I’ll follow you until you give up on this fool’s errand.” The blue wolf said.

“What?! No way! If you want to stop me, then I will have no choice but to kill you!” the red wolf bares his teeth to the blue wolf.

“Then kill me. I’m not scared.” The blue wolf responds bravely.

The red wolf growls, as he readies himself to attack the blue wolf. However, he didn’t do it, and suddenly stays quiet.

The red wolf can’t kill the blue wolf. He finally see a wolf with the same fate as his. He just can’t bring himself to do it.

Besides, the red wolf feels something strange when he sees the blue wolf. The light from her fur seems so calming, he felt for a second to just gaze at her light and stops his quest. However, he throw that minds away immediately, as he know, nothing good will come from just gazing at someone.

The red wolf then moves to a cave near there, and the blue wolf keeps following him.

“What are you gonna do now?” the blue wolf asks, feels happy and relieved that the red wolf fails to do his intention.

“I’m going to sleep, I’m too tired to do anything now” the red wolf respond.

“Then I’ll sleep too” the blue wolf moves to the cave with the red wolf, and take the right side of the cave, opposite to where the red wolf is.

The red wolf, tired of arguing with the blue wolf, pays no mind to her action, and fall to sleep, followed by the blue wolf.

The two wolves falls asleep, without knowing that a pair of glowing yellow eyes watches their every movement from afar.

on a day long forgotten, where the world was all dark, lives a wolf with a bright red fur. The fur shines even though there were no lights.

The lone wolf hates his fur.

Nobody wants to stay with him.

“You’re too bright, I can’t see anything with you around”, says a wolf.

“We can’t hunt with you, your fur gives us away to the prey”, says the other wolf.

However, he grew tired of his loneliness…

“I didn’t asked to be born like this”, says the red wolf.

He grew tired of all the other wolves mocking him because of his fur.

“I’ll show them, I don’t need their help. I’ll be on my own, and be the strongest wolf there is!”, he vowed to himself.

“You hear me God?! You make me this way! I’ll become strong, and everyone will remember my name as the greatest being in the world!!”, he shouted to the sky, as if mocking the God itself for his destiny.

So he go on his way, alone and despise the whole world. The other wolves keep mocking him, and even as far as attacking him. The red wolf gets tired of this, and he started to fight back.

The red wolf killed his first wolf not long after he mock the God, the two wolf that attacked him were actually just mocking at first, but when the red wolf fights back, the battle soon become filled with blood.

After a struggle, the red wolf killed one wolf, leaving the other one wounded.

“Tell this to all your friends. I, the red wolf, is responsible for his death. Never come at me again if you want to live! Take this warning and heed it!” the red wolf growls angrily.

The wounded wolf, scared to death, runs back to his pack, and tells the other about the red wolf’s doing.

The lesser wolf cower in fright as they heard the story. The one that the red wolf killed is one of the best hunter in the pack. The other stronger wolf howls angrily, and swear to seek vengeance of the deceased one.

The news of the red wolf deed soon reaches the ear of other pack, and soon, he became the enemy of all the wolves.

Many try to challenges him, and yet, most of them dead. A few of them survived, only to bring news of the ferocity of the red wolf. The wolves starts to fear him, loathed him. Every wolf learn to hide in the first hint of light from his fur.

His fur grows redder every day, as the blood of all he slain showered his body. He shines brighter and brighter, and begin to lust for blood, as he knew that no one can match his strength.

He keeps wandering, fulfilling his promise to be the strongest. The lust for power never seem to stopped.

Until he sees her…

The wolf with a radiant blue fur.

Ada yang menarik saat nonton Sore di Unpar malam minggu kemarin. Temanny teman gw bertanya hal ini:

K: “Gimana kita bisa tau kalo seseorang itu soulmate kita? Bisa aja dia soulmate kita lewat di depan kita dan kita g tau.”

Tidak ada jawaban malam itu, dan pertanyaan itu terbiarkan menggantung…

So, how do we know?

How do we know that someone is our soulmate? If she is the one God creates from your rib bone? If he is the one where you belong? If she’s “The One”.

I come up with an answer myself:

“You won’t”

G ada yang bisa memastikan apakah seseorang itu soulmate kita atau bukan. G ada yg tau kapan kita ketemu soulmate kita. They could be anyone…

Someone you’ve already met

Someone that you see on the road

Someone sitting next to us in a bus

Someone in our group of friends

Someone that we hate

Someone who doesn’t even know you at all

What’s a soulmate anyway? Someone god creates solely for us? The one who we’re destined to be together?

For me, soulmate means the perfect one for us. The one who I know is for me, not for anyone else.

But are things like that even exist? I don’t know…

One thing that I know is:

“Perfection is not found, it is made.”

gw suka ular, seperti yg udah pernah gw tulis di sini… gw tau kebanyakan orang g suka, takut, dan benci dgn ular. bahkan ada komentar dari nyokap tmn gw yg begini:

Temen gw: gw mau melihara anjing, klo lu mau melihara apa?

R: gw pgn melihara ular sih, kayakny seru

Nyokap temen gw(N): mau melihara apa Ram??!!

R: Melihara ular ma, hehehe…

N: JANGAN DIBAWA KESINI!!!

R: (Padahal punya juga belum…)

Padahal kan reptil juga punya hak sebagai makhluk tuhan untuk disayang dan diberi kehidupan yg layak…